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[Non-RP Entry] Who am I?

Fri, 07 Dec 2007 13:26:03 GMT

I think it's really time I explained a little more about myself, including where I come from.

In case you haven't already worked out this, I'm a representation of graafen's feminine side. Despite his brash and sometimes cold exterior there's a little kid inside who often stole his mother's cosmetics, underwear, and clothes to try on himself.

He spent a lot of his childhood around females, both children and adults, and was always enthralled by how they looked.

As he grew older he discovered that not all women were nice. He was burned by women through his teens and into adulthood, which was probably one of the main contributing factors to his sexual orientation.

In defiance of women that had hurt him so, he screwed up all his feminine feelings and pushed into a small locked place inside him and continued with life. He hid a lot of his feelings around this time.

After bouncing back and forth between some wonderful, but ultimately incompatible, people he finally met Damon in 2005. They got on like a house on fire and although they really loved each other they didn't say anything. Graafen didn't want to get into a relationship so quickly after ending his previous one, and Damon was very shy.

At FC 2006 Damon embraced his feminine side with a fursuit of his character Jenna. Graafen was inspired and enthralled at the courage and confidence of the one he loved and now seeked to ressurect the feelings he'd had in his childhood. He was quite cautious about this at first, as he didn't want people to think that he was trying to copy Damon. He mulled over the situation for the whole of 2006. Damon and Graafen got mated in April that year.

After spending time with Damon in November 2006 he was finally able to come to terms with his feminine feelings and created me to represent them. He also comissioned a fursuit of me, which will debute at FC2008.

Before anyone gets the wrong idea I would like to advise you that Graafen is still a werewolf 100%, and is a proud Blackpaw. I am merely a representation of the part of him that is feminine.

*giggles* Whoops! Looks like I'm rambling again. ^^

Anyway, come FC I'll finally be running around in the flesh. I'm looking to go do some shopping around that time for some girly clothes and maybe a handbag or two. ^.^

Maybe something in green? :)

New icon!

Sun, 29 Jul 2007 20:45:41 GMT

graafen got me a new LJ icon last night, made by the talented LatinVixen! I love it! ^_^

And yes, it's me when I'm drunk. :P

More friends! :D

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 09:16:07 GMT

Welcomes to avalance_wolf, bradhound, crosscheck_fox, darac, dingotush, foyce, frost_t_wolf, jdel, mortonfox, sphelx, and towyncoyote! Thank you for making me feel so welcome here. ^_^

Welcome to kathrishali too. *giggles and wags* I'm looking forward to meeting you at FC, ZZ. :)

EDIT: Welcomes also to one of graafen's longest known friends, steel_phoenix! :)

New Friends ^.^

Tue, 17 Jul 2007 10:17:10 GMT

Welcomes to my grrl friends: casidhe, jennacanine, foxymoonheart and schnee. ^^

Welcomes also to some of Graafen's friends: jacel, salith, and zawolf. :)

Also I'm looking forward to going to my first convention in January, Further Confusion 2008. Graafen says that it's great there, and I'll get to see a lot of people I have made friends with online. ^_^

Hello LiveJournal!

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 11:53:02 GMT

Hi folks!

graafen said that these things were fun so I've signed up for one. ^.^